loving you

a bright day today
I'm with you in these days
(I'm with you in dark days, too)
but I don't admit it
no, no

I shut my door to you
but you are still inside
like this red wine
equal to these green olives
which are persistent
in their nature, flavour and taste
inside my veins

likewise
you are still strong in me
and I still find me in some distant part of you
no matter how it might be unreal
in spite my inconsistence
wide, awake, unresonable

no, no, I shouldn't, I know
but roots have grown in desert land

I know, I know
it's an old fever still persistent
I remain with it by myself alone

and I love you
that's written in the sand
no matter how violent winds might be

I know, I know, it won´t disappear
it's natural like everything that borns and dies

you remain not in pieces
not in a single corps
but like the blood of some
new crucified Christ or apostol
with deep ancient roots
in my body and spirit

and I can't but cherysh everything about you

yes, you remain deep
in voice, in thrill, in manners
I love your fear
and your contention
love you all the time

Thus, even when I know I'm in the darkest
mood, I feel free and fast
because it seems that I´m about to reach you

everytime
I reach you and hope to shine on you
like a precious diamond
of an old mine abandoned from them all

So, it all cuts me apart from the truth

oh, I'm so silly loving you
I know, I know, sorry to tell
you such an absolute truth